Swami Vivekananda:
"Strength is Life. Weakness is Death."

Review Phase 1

Posted: June 25th, 2010 | Author: | Filed under: Body | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , | No Comments »

I originally tried to cover my thoughts on this in my workout post, but it was getting a bit cluttered so I decided to reflect a little more in a proper post on the subject.

The first question to answer: Was this Phase a success?

So much lost...

At this rate I'll be the strongest twig in the world.

Yes

  • I lost weight
  • Lifts are still going up
  • My face looks leaner
  • It wasn’t difficult

No

  • 66% of the weight I lost was lean mass
  • My torso still looks like shit, shit on sticks, because my legs are tiny

So, yes!

After the first couple weeks I dropped the obsessiveness I thought was implicit with dieting to a low body fat percentage. I know I’ve been favoring carbs pretty heavily, as per my strength goals, but I think that I’ve been too “oh I’m at maintenance today I don’t need so much protein” devolved into not eating much protein ever. There aren’t really a lot of protein foods I enjoy that I can eat on a regular basis, so I just… don’t worry about it.

But now I’m worried about it.

What worries me about continued lean loss is if it’s really only coming from muscle.

I like training fasted, I’m pretty used to it by now. The day of my workout I’m rarely hungry, though, and I think that’s contributed heavily to lean catabolism. (However, I do consider “the day after” to be post-workout as well, and I DO eat substantially on this day.) In combination with my PWO cardio dabblings, I really should not be surprised.

The second question to answer: Given the results, what’s the goal for the next phase?

I really liked how much fat I lost. I do NOT like how much lean mass I lost. So that’s what I’m going to change.

If lose half as much lean mass in Phase 2 as I did Phase 1, and lose the same amount of fat, I will just BARELY lose more fat than lean mass. That’s the direction I want to go in. I want to lose at least two pounds of fat, and less than that of lean mass.

So if I lose 2lbs of fat and 1.999lbs of lean mass, Phase 2 will be a success.

Final Question: What is being changed?

Just two meals added to my routine:

  1. A protein-in-water shake before I leave for a workout (it will probably muck up the effects of my preworkout EC. I don’t know, and will find out.)
  2. A cup of cottage cheese or some eggs in the last meal of the day, training or not.

I know next-to-nothing scientifically about the protein requirements of anything. I’m still not going to try to hit some calculated protein target per day. That has made me fatter in the past, as I slowly trend to paying attention to those grams rather than total calories. This seems like an easy thing to fix, but I’ve fucked it up frequently enough to not want to risk it.

But I don’t see the value of STARTING with too much.

One thing about difficulty: I can’t think of any immediate complaints, because I don’t constantly worry about it. If there’s one major pro to all of this, it’s that the mental load is relatively minimal.

Yes. This is minimal for me.

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Thanksgoal

Posted: May 21st, 2010 | Author: | Filed under: Body | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | No Comments »

I’m setting a goal for Thanksgiving.

I was mulling over my dieting strategy throughout my fast today, trying to decide at what point in my strength-gain quest I should chase after fat loss once again. It got annoyingly abstract as I do not really know what to expect as far as strength gains. I said, initially, that when I could do eight bodyweight chin-ups, then I would be strong enough to consider strength-retention a worthwhile effort while dieting. I’m not that strong now, why bother maintaining strength if I can regain what I’ve got in four weeks anyway?

So I stopped for a moment and decided to look at the “after this, then that” part, then-that-being fat loss. It was my decision that I would initiate the resumption of the fat loss goal by introducing a slight, 10% deficit, while building my present lifts not to a greater weight, but simply to the ceiling of the rep range (or maybe one more) of the present weight. If I lost strength on lifts much to the point of hitting the floor of the range or necessitating less weight used, I’d do a refeed and hope I wouldn’t miss a lift on the next workout in the cycle. Two missed lifts would immediately result in a diet break (it’s possible to lose reps for lack of focus, which is common for me on a deficit, so I would allow myself a small margin for this type of error.)

I determined that I’d pick a key lift for each workout (except B2) to monitor, just to keep sane. Less than 2 x 6 on Bench for A1, less than 2 x 3 on Deadlift for B1, and Chins (I presently cannot even do any, and I was planning to build up to at least eight before cutting, but the floor would be 1 x 6.)

But then I looked at how much weight I have to lose right now.

My body weight ceiling is 170lbs. At last check I was 169 (165.5lbs after sauna) and that’s dangerously close to where I don’t want to be. I could foresee a lot of “mini-fix” weeks to drop a pound in the likely event of lean gains. That’s a lot of back-and-forth and, ultimately, probably good for composition-revision purposes… but not that predictable and thusly not that interesting to me.

So I decided to look at how much I have to lose. It will have to be revised somewhat on Monday, as today (Friday) I’m fasting, and the weekend will be decidedly low-carb and may result in below-maintenance eating as well. Will I lose fat? Probably not. But I’m going to try and get as dry a weight measure post-workout (that means sauna) to truly understand where I’m starting from. However, I’m in a fast-induced-frenzy of productivity and so I’m planning it out with what I’ve got.

May 18th: 169lbs. @ 17%; 28.73lbs. fat, 140.27lbs. lean.

I decided on phase-length of dieting on two points: the fact that I don’t trust myself to last through six weeks of dieting as I get leaner, and Independence Day overlap. Fireworks Day isn’t a huge holiday in casual-binge world, but it is a day that I’d be comfortable feasting on if the opportunity arises. I’d rather not risk a nervous breakdown weighing risk vs. reward and just eat some goddamn barbecue.

Phases are thusly: four weeks of dieting, two weeks of eating at (new) maintenance. With 26 weeks to play with (May 24 – November 24) I am going to shoot for 14lbs. of fat loss. While this initially sounds like 14lbs. / 26 weeks (and so about a half a pound a week), it is important to note that there are only 18 weeks of specific dieting. That brings me to about 0.78lbs. per week of dieting, not accounting for any kickass magical losses during my diet breaks.

Lifting goals will slow, of course. I’m going to remain with my benchmark idea stated earlier, in that I won’t worry so much if I CANNOT INCREASE weight, but I will be concerned if I lose reps.

A1 Bench Press: 2 x 6 @ 80lbs.
B1 Deadlift: 2 x 3 @ 135lbs.
Any workout except B2, Pulldown: 1 x 6 @ 105lbs.

However, that being the GOAL isn’t going to be my marker for diet FAILURE. For me there are three levels: GREAT SUCCESS (getting or surpassing what I want), SUCCESS (doing well), and FAIL (fucking up.)

GREAT SUCCESS, as I’ve just delineated, will be 14+lbs. of fat loss with no strength loss.

SUCCESS, however, is a bit less. Striking a balance between losing weight and not feeling like a subhuman puddle usually means about a half a pound of weight loss per week. Therefore, success will be set at a minimum of 9lbs. of fat loss. Strength loss on bench is acceptable, but not on anything else.

FAIL is anything less than that and/or becoming an even weaker pathetic bitch. Or gaining fat, which I guess is EPIC FAIL, but I don’t really consider my options for failure in great detail anyhow. I prefer spending my time on success.

According to that, my end stats should look something like:

GREAT SUCCESS: 155lbs. @ 9.5% fat

SUCCESS: 160lbs. @ 12.3% fat

FAIL: gross.

I’ll express my specific dieting APPROACH in another post. This is just to outline the goal and time frame.

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Nevermind Cardio

Posted: November 21st, 2009 | Author: | Filed under: Body | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , | No Comments »
Chest Workout
This was a fed-state workout, scheduled for Thursday but both Thursday and Friday I was zonked. I just could not wake up early enough to be ready to leave with my mom in the morning, which turned out to be okay. Got to spend some time with my best friend, while he was having some troubles, and he helped distract me from eating out of boredom. So it’s all good.

Plus my dad’s house doesn’t have heat, and with mom working late… it’s uncomfortable sleeping there. I tried going to a bookstore once but I started having weird sleep deprivation symptoms the last time I tried that.

Anyway, on to the workout. It was probably one of my quicker workouts, being that mom wanted to hock some jewelery and then circle back to pick me up:

Dynamic Warm-Up
Windmill-style arm swinging for 20 reps. My usual shoulder warm-up.

After that I try to touch my knuckles behind my back with straight arms a few times to relieve some tightness in my chest. I don’t usually do this.

Flat Bench

  1. 100lbs. x 2 (this irritated me; it’s the same as last week)
  2. 90lbs. x 4 (one more rep than last week)
  3. 80lbs. x 5 (one more rep than last week)

I’m annoyed that I didn’t progress on my top set, and I hope the progress on the bottom two lend to top-set increases.

Incline Bench

  1. 70lbs. x 8 (this surprised me, this is an increase of 5lbs. from last week and I still hit the top of my rep range, though it fried me, it will be increased again next week.)
  2. 60lbs. x 4 (fried, as I said, but this weight stays for next week)
  3. 50lbs. x 5 (also stays for next week)

My incline bench performance this week made me very happy. My upper chest is something I really want to develop, so the fact that I haven’t hit my deficit ceiling yet is grand.

Incline Fly

  1. 20lbs. x 5
  2. 20lbs. x 3
  3. 20lbs. x 2

This is about what I expected would happen, though I was surprised to get the five reps on the first set. I noticed in the mirror that my legs are edging closer to the aesthetic I want, that is, my quads are no longer overpowering my hams.

I also notice in the mirror that the lady next to me has fantastic rear delts. I remind myself that this is the reason I bring my glasses with me when I work out, and how perfect of an example she is that “it’s when I DON’T bring them, I need them.” Ah well.

I think having set a cardio goal for myself was a bit too ambitious. I am exhausted way too often and just not motivated enough to do it besides. I’m getting the caloric deficit I desire from my diet, so I’m not even GUILTED into doing it. Ah well.

I curse at myself for not bringing a towel and drag my stinky butt out of the gym, and into the Chinese buffet with mom. It’s a lot of calories in one sitting, but my day overall is actually still in deficit, which makes me smile. I’m not eating any more today.

SO, FitDay reports my average nutritional numbers for the week. Gawk at my ridiculous amount of carbs and puny amount of protein!

Average Daily Calories (11/15/09 – 11/21/09)
Calories: 1805
Fat: 69g (33%)
Carb: 210g (45%)
Protein: 97g (22%)

I am actually very happy with these results. I was not shooting for any specific split of macronutrients, simply eating what satisfied me and hoping I was at least close to a balanced diet. I had a couple days that had rather high amounts of calories and this concerned me that I had thrown off my weekly deficit. I never checked DURING the week, though, because knowing how many calories I have until I ‘break even’ is too much encouragement to eat that much even when I’m not legitimately hungry. Just letting go that I have a bad day and tomorrow is a new day is the best course of action for me.

My deficit this week was just shy of 4500 calories at 4480.

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